
Today I realised it is really bad.

Actually it's so gross that I'll spare you from a sharp close-up.

I'm glad my summer job (claims adjuster for car insurances... yawn) is mostly on the phone, so that I can sit alone in my misery in my room at the office. I wonder how long I'll look this freaky? What if it's permanent? Is that worse than loosing sight on my right eye? Having blood in my eye freaks me out. Surprisingly it doesn't hurt that bad, not even like a lash. But still... Poor me!