Tuesday, July 31

demolished knee and leggings

Me and my bike fell today. Can't remember last time that happened (not even as a kid, when learning how to ride), if it ever did. So why does the first time have to be when I'm on my way to an important meeting (international media, top secret :) ), wearing my favourite leggings?
skrubbsår små
My dear leggings are no more. I guess the blood and the dirt could be washed away, but not the nasty holes. And now I'm still trying to decide whether or not I like the six year old look with a big plaster on my knee.

I always take the bike (unless it's icy) to the metro when in a hurry. The slope down to the path at the lake shore is steep and ends by a sharp turn (there are funny stories of people falling into the water, but I've yet to witness that for real). There are gravels and small rocks. Everytime I take that turn I'm briefly thinking about slowing down since I'm often on the point of not making it.

Apparently I didn't make it this time. So I went into a skid and fell. It didn't even hurt at first (too much adrenalin from freaking out over the meeting). I was just pissed off by the holes on my leggings, and because of the delay. Normally I'm not pissed in public, at least not to the point of cursing loudly. But today I was for about 20 seconds. Then I went back home and tried to wash away the blood (why don't scrapes stop bleeding? and why do they have to be so gross?), put on a plaster and changed into darker leggings. And off we went again, Lina and her bike. But this time we chose another slope.

Now my knee hurts (hope I didn't break it - but I'm too young and supple for that, right?). And during the day, while doing lots of walking around sunny Stockholm, I realised that I hit my elbow, foot and hands as well. But I'm quite ok, except for the loss of my dear leggings, and so is my bike. We're looking forward to many pleasant, healthy, speedy, ecofriendly, economical and nice rides together. If I wasn't such a chicken (I call it instinct of self-preservation) we could try falling into the water instead of just doing a small skid next time. But I think we prefer staying away from that slope for a while.

EFIT: måndag 30 juli

Today (well, yesterday, Monday - now it's today, the new day, Tuesday) was an EFIT day (ett foto i timmen, a photo an hour). I woke up late and forgot about it all the time. But I managed to take a few photos.
13.19
13.19: getting dressed
16.07
16.07: creepy bug on the window
16.59
16.59: strawberry table cloth in the kitchen
18.13
18.13: Maria's necklace
19.00
19.00: gorgeous stamp on a postcard from Brittany
20.27
20.27: raspberry water
21.09
21.09: festival dreaming
22.29
22.29: festival planning
23.01
23.01: grey popcorn stitches (crocheting, as always)
00.01
00.01: hops on the balcony
01.06
01.06: watching 21 grams
02.09
02.09: dust on the screen
EFIT 03.26 moth on the window
03.26 moth on the window
EFIT 03.58 good night, it's getting light outside
03.58 good night, it's getting light outside

Friday, July 27

distraction is an obstruction for the construction

Good things from the last few days: bowling, diy sushi, caipiroska, trampoline, smutty conversations with or without subtle irony, transient pregnancies (Mauro and Guillaume - or was it a girl?), fika in Vasastan, getting lost on the wrong side of town (because of taking the wrong bus, then being told to get off at the end station while totally lost in the fascinating world of Dirty Weekend by Helen Zahavis), tiramisu, gin and tonic and festival dreams and planning.
diy sushi
Nice distraction is most of the time enough to keep me happy. Everything is so temporarily. I'm on a cognitive budget. Trying hard not to think about the rest, about the future. I don't even know in which bed I'll be sleeping in a month (or where it will stand). Don't ask me about it, only nice and funny questions please (and no more naughtiness, Micaela!).
odenplan
Yesterday at Odenplan (Hop Louie, Ernesto Guerra and a rainbow pärlplatta).

Monday, July 23

veckans insikt

This is the wisest thing of the week, or month. If you read Swedish, read it! If not, I'm sorry for you...

"Sma barn har ingen demokratisk makt, dom ar underordnade en totalitar, maktfullkomlig elit, dom vuxna. Detta konstanta fortryck ger barnen tva val for att forandra sin livssituation.
1. Bona, be och tigga. Fornedra sig for fortryckaren, men andra ord.
2. Det andra valet ar valdsamt motstand. Detta tar sig ofta uttryck genom matkastning, legokastning, markoccupationer och strejker.

Barn kan med andra ord betraktas som en valdsam terrororganisation med klara likheter till t.ex. Al-Qaida. De organiserar sig garna i mindre autonoma celler, ofta utan kannedrom om varandra. Moten sker dock ofta pa relativt oppna platser, lekis, dagis eller lekparken. Forra storre sammankomster och aktioner anvands fodelsedagskalas som motesplats, den enda platsen i barnen varld dar endast ett metspo behovs for att forskaffa sig godis.

Man hor ofta manniskor, speciellt Amerikaner, saga "I love kids". Jag instammer inte i de pastandet. Att klumpa ihop barn till nagon sorts homogen grupp ter sig for mig valdigt underligt. Forutom sin fortryckta livssituatiuon ar barn ungefar som vuxna, valdigt olika varandra. Vissa barn finner sig i sin underordnande situation om vantar pa battre tider, som garanterat kommer att komma. Andra barn blir terrorister."

(from the fabulous blog Ingen Tv)

Sunday, July 15

I'll be back...

Right now I'm working 24/7 with a CISV summer camp (the IPP in Colombia last summer was with the same organization). Three weeks, 15 years old from all around the world, some really nice people, lots of fun, lots of hard work, no time to sleep.

I never ever want this to end, and in the same time I want it to be over right away. Time and space does not apply here, it's like being in another world (utopia?).

Maybe I'll be back in a week...